Bad day... Bad bad day.

What a day... I was bitchy all day to Jesse, because I felt like shit, and just wanted to be left alone. I realize that he was trying to help... So I feel horrible. My dad had a talk with us about something that was said to my Aunt by my little cousin. Jesse was rubbing my back last night, and he described something sexual to her... How? I don't know. Whatever... I explained to my dad. He told us we should talk to her. I insisted it was a BAD idea. Anyway... We did and she basically yelled at us and said, "I don't want to make it a big deal. Your father already talked to you. I don't want to know what happened, I just know what he said. I don't want anything happening in my house." Nothing we said sunk in... Whatever. It isn't my fault she has so much trouble with her relationships. My dad said there is something going on with her, because she has been short with him too. Whatever. Jerrica is getting kicked out. I hope she calls or comes up here soon. We need to talk.



More for venting than anything.

My boyfriend forced me into buying two of the best shirts. =)

Jesse, Asia and I are in NC. It is pretty nice. Jesse's mom thought that we would fight the whole time and break up, but without her around... We have found that there is nothing to fight about, and that she triggers most of them for her own amusement. Jessica, the girl who designed my bag, and I have been sending e-mails back and forth. She is really nice, and is sending me a new strap to my purse for free. =) Anyway... Jerrica needs to come to NC soon.

Another new purse. I love it. Jesse's mommy bought it for me. It is the most expensive purse I have ever owned.

Look at my new purse. =) My boyfriend and I made it. Yay!


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Jesse and I were supposed to fly to Minnesota and then come back to drive to North Carolina. Plans changed, and now we are just going to go to North Carolina. Jerrica is supposed to come up as well for a few days. We are bringing Asia. I am excited. I just hope my car does okay. When we get back I should be working with Deanna, I am super excited about that. She said she makes really good money. Jerrica has a boyfriend and is happy, I am really really happy for her, now she will know what it is like. I hope things go well for her. I am really proud of myself for the path I finally chose. When it comes down to it, I think it is best. When I get back I am going to start putting all of my money away. I have already shown I can.

And on that day I will buy myself a cake. I will put on it 13 and one half candles, and I will blow every one out.

Yea, so.. I suck.

Jesse is the best!

So, my boyfriend is better than yours. =)










No work today. Woo hoo! My classes are really really easy... Obviously. I need to get one changed, but whatever. I hope that won't be a problem. I wish Caitlin and Boomer the best of luck. No secrets is the way to go. I smell something fruity, and I am hungry. I can't wait to move away with you three. My elbow is cutting the circulation off to my hand, and it is going numb. I miss Jesse... 45 more minutes.


I miss and love you so much. I have so many firsts with you. I can't wait to move away with you. I am going to try my best to make everything perfect. I know what I am getting you for the 20th. Let's wash my car. =)

So I go home tomorrow. I plan on stopping at Crisper's before going home to get my schedule, and my check. Then I can go pay my cell phone bill. After that I am going to clean my car out. Go get Jesse, and then to Jennifer's for our talk. Take Jerrica home, and then see if Jesse and I can figure out my christmas gift. Tonight will be spent waiting for my hair to dry, finishing my packing, and straightening my hurr. Oh yea! And waiting for this new year everyone is so excited for.. Which is nothing but an inconvenience to me. Working my ass off at school to graduate. Working my ass off at work to save $1000+ for the move. Once August is here, I think I will be content. Jerrica and I already have a job lined up, so that shouldn't be a problem.

Home soon, yay. =)

So today my dad, Jerrica and I went to the city. I missed Jesse a lot, but I get to see him the day after tomorrow. I am so fucking excited!! Tonight was clean-the-room and do-the-laundry day. Fun fun. Now we are packed though, and I am one step closer to seeing him.<3 Okay... Now for a picture I took. I don't plan on putting a lot of them on here. Jesse, you can go look at them if you would like. Here is my favorite.


Wanna get shot, foo?

I think today was pretty good. Woke up and went to lunch. Went to Vikki's to look at apartments. We had a really good idea. Anyway.. Went to the store after Jerrica got us stuck in the mud... Twice. Then came home. I cooked some pretty good mashed potatoes if I do say so myself. Went to get Jesse's present, and completely left the place and forgot it... haha. Went to the store again. Then came home and jerrica and I have been looking for apartments ever since. Jesse's mom told him that he could move up here with me if he wants to, but she doesn't think it will work out. We will make it work. We never fight, disagree, or... Have any relationship troubles whatsoever. I don't see us breaking up for a while, if ever. I don't think i have ever had a relationship go so well. Whether it be a friendship or otherwise. I am excited to live with Jerrica, Jesse, and even Jennifer. Although it may be a few too many J's... I am nervous for Jesse.







LOVE YOU!!! ♥

I don't think I have ever been so upset over something so dumb.

My Dearest Jesse,

I tried to stay awake to talk to you, but I just can't stay awake any longer. I guess that is because I have been up since 3:30am, and am deathly ill. I will call you tomorrow if possible. Otherwise be online at 10pm, PLEASE. I love, and miss you!


Love always,
Ashley.


♥<-- For you.

My birthday was awesome. Got my pretty bracelet from Jesse at 12:40am from Jesse. I hung out with Jesse most of the day. He gave me roses when I came over. =) I went to dinner with Jerrica and my dad. Went back out for dessert with just Jerrica. Went back to Jesse's again. Woke up this morning and opened gifts with my family. I wasn't surprised. I went to Jesse's and got awesome gifts. I love you! I went to my grandmother's, and then to get Jesse. Went to pick up Jerrica, and then to Jennifer's. Hung out there for a while. Taught Jerrica to drive my car. Started to walk to the beach, came back to Jesse's to watch movies. Sitting here doing NOTHING. =) I like it. I am leaving in the morning. I am going to be sad. =( I get my camera tomorrow. I love the shirt Jesse made me, and the bracelet the most I think. =) This boy is crazy.


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I have been thinking about your question all night. Thanks. Didn't go to first this morning. Straightened my hair instead. Came to second and got my grades put in for third. We are having a party right now in second, woo hoo? I guess Jesse has to go to a meeting at lunch, and play practice after school... So I won't be seeing him until late tonight. =( I wish I could get rid of my phone, because sometimes I hate it. Teacher keeps reading over my shoulder, I am done.



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